christmas eve

hi guys happy christmas eve 2008 i hope you all have a super duper christmas i am so looking forward to christmas this year and i have got everything prepared i was watching this video diary of someone and she said as you get older christmas becomes less important because you have bigger problems to solve so i was thinking that you have to make the most of christmas write now and i cant wait because it's xmas tommorow happy christmas.

guess what i am feeling so much better and much more alive there is only 4 days till christmas and i am not looking forword to it as much as i did previous years this year hasn't been the best quite boring might be the word but i've done loads of cool things like go to greece. ow and guess what has just happened my mum's sisters daughter had won a competition and the prize is to go on holiday but for the prize you have to be over 40 so she chose her mum and my mum my mum was so exited to get out of the house it made me feel like she hates living with us and she doesen't appreciate how much we do for her she never laughs with us anymore and i don't like it one day i am going to loose it infront of everyone and i don't care i just won't to know what my mom feels about us.

there is only one week left till christmas and everything i have wanted hasnt been bought. i can't really think of anything so i'm not exactly going to get it but i have suggested some stuff to my parents like i asked my dad for a new ipod and he said it's not worth it and it's not fair this time last year we had loads of presents this year we have none.

this week

this week has been tough but it has been one of those normal weeks you know like going to school, going to different tutions and staying at home watching tv or going to the gym but i got to say there is nothing for me to moan about in this post if you look at all of my other post you can easily see that there are so many moaning i can't even count it properly. so i am just thinking of what i can write about hmmmm ?????
my friend maz said something so hilarious last week she sang this really funny song after our PE lesson she started to sing the song i can't remember what song it is it i think it is called i like the way you move anyway she went i like it stir fryied i like it mushed up i like it cooked with steam but most of all yeah most of all i like it in the oven do do do do do do do do do do i like it in the oven i might not sound that funny right now it probably sounds really retarded but if you hear it in person it is so funny. keep cheaking out my online jounal for more about life of Girl On Fire.
to all of you bloogers goodnight because here in London it is 10:10 pm and i am so tired so i better just go to bed!!!!!!!!!!!!

christmas shopping

me and my family were planning to have a nice day out going christmas shopping but it turned out to be a disaster first we leave at like 12:30 midday and that is already to late for shopping then we go and do shopping for clothes and i like that but i wanted to buy other stuff like the nintendo ds lite i want and when we went to argos after begging my dad they were all out of stock everything this week has been falling apart. and i was really looking forword for a day out with my family but i was horrible maybe we can go x-mas shopping another day

i don't like my school anymore i really won't to move schools the reasons being is i am not happy with my teachers and classmates at school and i don't like hanging around with the people i call friends anymore i am not trying to be a BITCH but i am not happy the only friends i am pissed off with is Ahronna and Maz they are really cool and funny but they are annoying because they are always laughing at things i do like if i was upset and i said that i have a bad stomach they would say omg Lorraine your so weird and after a while it gets annoying i just won't a friend to talk to seriously. i have been putting up with a girl in my primary school who i hated but i couldn't tell her because then she would get on my nerves. now i am in year 8 and no one cares about the way i feel not even someone i just won't to tell someone i am so annoyed so i really wont to move schools NOWWWW!!!!!!!

today because it's Monday my dad has to pick me up from school and i told him that my sister Courtney was going to take the entrance exam i was going to ask him a question about it if he knew the answer and in total he said he knew absolutely nothing about it i was actually quite shocked about something so stupid but i felt annoyed knowing that my mum didn't tell dad she is meant to tell him everything and i was pissed off my mum has been acting very strange lately and me and dad know what her deal is it is her older sister she is a total ediot i know she is my aunt but when ever she comes to England my mum has all the attention on her and she also takes advantages of my mum but she doesn't realise. You know my Auntey made my parents get into a row and i am never going to feget it and i will never forgive her for it otherwise this year i will kill her she better not stay at our house and she better not come to our house for christmas or i will be angery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!